my god mother passed away from cancer last Friday age 60. she was a young fit lady who was there whenever I needed her. I having trouble trying to move on like its okay, just continue on your daily life but I’m stuck here lost in thoughts and motivation. I stress eat and ive been working hard to lose weight. ive slowly put the weight back on but I don’t want to put the weight back on. ive missed my godmother badly. ive found out that my godmother doesn’t want a funeral…her children (adults now with their young children youngest is 6) have farewell my godmother to be cremated. this is a first for me to hear for somebody not wanting a funeral. so I feel like I’m stuck not knowing when can I move and farewell my godmother too…how did you cope and was able to keep going with everyday things? I do have a 7 and 9 yr old but they don’t understand how I feel. only one thing tonight is that ive booked myself for blood bank donate as my godmother lost so much blood in a period of 3 days having 5litres of blood…turned out the chemo drugs that she was having was causing so much problems with her blood. so ive given 1 step in doing something that I think its good enough for her. I need some advice please.
Posted by jacqbeckett, 29th June 2016