First time poster, so hopefully this goes well.
Basically, I took a Leave of Absence from my university degree in order to have my last baby. I’m due to return to study on Tuesday, but I’m so nervous I feel physically ill.
Baby is 1 year old now, but still breastfed more than 20 times per day and night, and doesn’t use a pacifier or bottle.
Hates cows milk, and otherwise only drinks water. Won’t even accept my milk in a bottle.
I am so nervous about being away for so many hours, 6 per day, 2 days per week. I feel as though I’m making a huge mistake, and I don’t know what to do!
Is it just nerves, or is my psyche trying to tell me something? To wait, maybe?
What do you think I should do?
Any advice would be appreciated, but no nasty comments please.
Thanks very much.
Posted anonymously, 27th February 2016