I don’t know what to feel.
Some days I feel good and happy, others not so good and sad.
Sometimes I feel like crying for no reason at all and I don’t know why.
I am lucky I have a beautiful husband who is with me, by my side. I have 4 beautiful daughters, 3 with me on earth and 1 angel in heaven, I can’t complain.
When people ask me how things are going I say fine. But for some reason sometimes I feel alone and feel like I have no friends. I have family and they have their own lives and have quite a bit to do with them. I want a friend, I lost most of mine when my 1st daughter died, know one could talk to me anymore, and maybe they just didn’t know what to say. But I am glad I have my husband, he is my best-est friend that anyone could ask for. I wouldn’t be alive if it wasn’t for him. I love him to bits.
Posted by kjgarner, 30th July 2013