I have health issues, one under investigation and if I do have it, I may end up unable to walk or use my hand (worst case) The other is mental. All in all, my future looks like a huge struggle but I may just the focusing on the worst. When we met I was fit, had a vigorous sex drive, I was out going and a little wild. Now im in pain 24/7, I have no sex drive what so ever witch is greatly affecting thing in terms of sexual connection. I have mentally stretch myself for my family, and had to give up study as I cant do my chosen subject as it requires alot of hand work and sitting for prolonged amount of time. Iv gotten fat, and because of that I snore. I have cystic acne, I may have clear skin for like 10 days of th year. Im always caring about his feeling, id do anything for him, but I dont feel I get th same. I cry at night as im in pain and he doesn’t ask if im OK, or comforts me in amy way, I can’t remember th last time he thanked me for anything or commented me in any way, its been years since hes just spontaneously grabbed me to cuddle. I just joked about one day being in a wheel chair and him pushing me around to get a serious response of u can push ur dam self around, and he wasn’t joking. I look at this man with love as much as I did when I first realised I loved him…. I feel he looks at me with th thought of what th f have I gotten myself stuck with. I really don’t think he loves me, not like I love him. I feel like n obligation

Posted anonymously, 12th October 2020

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