Today I cried because I realised that this will be the fourth Christmas since my first born had passed away before taking his first breath. I have another two children now but I still feel grief during times of celebration. My children and I went to visit their brother at the cemetery this week and left him a present, and my daughter sung row row row your boat to him. I feel so blessed that I have beautiful children, but I still have sadness in my heart.
Posted anonymously, 13th December 2019