So I got engaged years ago, fell pregnant after that, then my fioncè turned into a different person, it wasn’t nice. He used ice a lot and would always yell at me, even threatened me. So I got an IVO.. This is 3 years ago and IVO has run out. He made all the promises to me- told me everything I wanted to hear and none of it worked out. I never pictured my life this way and god it hurts so much. Especially when I found out while he was trying to get back together with me he was seeing someone else at the same time. Now he makes me sick to my stomach and am having a lot of trouble getting over everything he has done. I don’t even want him around our daughter. It’s always on my mind driving me crazy, getting upset.. I need to be stronger for my daughter but sometimes it doesn’t feel possible.
Posted anonymously, 6th September 2015