I don't know what to feel - Real Mum story on MoM

I don’t know what to feel.

Some days I feel good and happy, others not so good and sad.

Sometimes I feel like crying for no reason at all and I don’t know why.

I am lucky I have a beautiful husband who is with me, by my side. I have 4 beautiful daughters, 3 with me on earth and 1 angel in heaven, I can’t complain.

When people ask me how things are going I say fine. But for some reason sometimes I feel alone and feel like I have no friends. I have family and they have their own lives and have quite a bit to do with them. I want a friend, I lost most of mine when my 1st daughter died, know one could talk to me anymore, and maybe they just didn’t know what to say. But I am glad I have my husband, he is my best-est friend that anyone could ask for. I wouldn’t be alive if it wasn’t for him. I love him to bits.

Posted by kjgarner, 30th July 2013

7 Comments

- - mom94125 said
  - 08 Jun 2015
    3:40 pm
yes seek some help. you might be bi=polar with mood swings. don’t be ashamed

- - mom57522 said
  - 06 Jan 2015
    1:26 pm
I hope you have taken the good advice of others.

- - kozack said
  - 24 May 2014
    9:18 pm
sounds to me like you might have some depression have you gone to your gp and spoke about how you feel,also maybe you could get back in contact with some of your friends i’m sure they would understand.

- - no1ladydj said
  - 06 May 2014
    10:33 pm
You should be so proud of yourself for admitting that you’re having problems. It’s nothing to be ashamed of. But do speak to your doctor, as even if you don’t want to (or it’s not recommended to) go on medication, talking to a psychologist could be your saving grace. It helped me where talking to friends and family couldn’t.

- - aleishagebert said
  - 22 Mar 2014
    12:06 pm
Congratulations for taking the first step in admitting there may be a problem. Talk to your GP or a councilor. They deal with this every day and wont judge you. Good luck on your journey to healing, I started it 5 years ago and am so glad I did!

- - premmiemum said
  - 31 Jul 2013
    7:19 am
Sounds like you really should have a talk with your gp. It sounds like depression.

- - taz_za87 said
  - 30 Jul 2013
    11:27 pm
Nawww sounds like depression darl.