so i lost my cousin 3 years ago on the 27th of august,
he was my best friend, my everything. he was the most important person in my life.
he died when i was 8 weeks pregnant with my daughter so he found out before he died, but it hurts that he never got to meet her…
and now im around 6 weeks pregnant with my second and i cant even talk to him and tell him. it hurts so much
i turned 21 last year, and i couldnt enjoy my birthday. i couldnt work out why, until recently. my cousin died at the age of 20, 10 days before his 21st, and he was always older than me, it wasnt fair that i reached 21 but he didnt =(
sorry i just had to get it off my chest.
Posted by mom58527, 6th October 2014