I know when people think about grief and loss we all experience it differently and different things will set it off. Now before I share with you why I am grieving I would like to state that I very much appreciate and love the two beautiful children that I have been blessed with.
– I am grieving because my husband has made the decision that he doesn’t want to have any more children. He has two boys to a previous relationship and I have one from a previous relationship and we have a daughter together.
– I am not ready to give up my chances of having more children but I have to respect my husband’s wishes. I also know that there are probably more cons than pros for having another child.
– unfortunately there are many factors that influence my thoughts around this matter and some are to personal to share here. I am just feeling a huge sense of loss and short of leaving my husband and seeking a new relationship just to have a baby it isn’t going to be happening together and I am not going to do that.
– please ask me questions if you wish to understand my specific circumstances and I already know that some people will think that I should be happy I have been blessed with children, I am.
Posted anonymously, 21st June 2016