Ok so last year I unfortunately lost a baby at 8 weeks (yes I know it was early) but I still cant get over it. I have no one to talk to about it either, the one person I spoke to told me to get over it its life deal with it. I just cant. No one really knows about it either, its the 1 year anniversary since I lost my baby. I still cry myself to sleep thinking if maybe I did something different it wouldn’t of happened, I feel like its my fault. as what would of been my due date got closer throughout the year I felt worse. especially what was my due date! I spent the whole day in bed crying. im just at a loss at what to do im finding it so hard to move on with my life.
im sorry that its a bit all over the place its just hard to really express how I feel.
Posted anonymously, 26th October 2014