I want to start by saying I’m blessed that I have one beautiful and healthy child and that I feel that my heartache may be premature as I have only been trying to conceive for a bit over 2 years and I know there are many women out there who have been trying for much longer.
However, for anyone at any stage on the trying to conceive journey there is a roller coaster of emotions. The emotion I find the hardest to deal with is the news of a loved one falling pregnant. The reason it is the headrest is because there is a strong emotion of happiness and joy towards the loved one and their great news and there is also the strong emotion of sadness as it reminds me of my own desire to bear another child.
Other emotions that are hard to deal with are the highs and lows when you are trying. As each time I try I convenience myself it worked and that I will be pregnant this time only to get a period a week later and be at my lowest, devastated that once again I have an empty uterus.
And is it just me or when you are trying does everyone you see at the shops or around town have a newborn or a pregnant belly. Honestly, I wish everyone out there baby happiness, I just pray that the baby making fairies visit me again soon.
Posted by katrey, 10th September 2013