Giving birth to little Phoebe was my happiest moment and I cannot possibly imagine my life without her now. She is currently 12 weeks old and makes me smile everyday. I fell into a deep dark hole of depression when mum left Sydney a month after Phoebe was born because I was all alone at home with the baby. From having full on help and was taken such good care by mum to being alone with no one to talk to (hubby works fulltime), I almost wanted to kill myself. I felt lonelier than before Phoebe was born, even though technically there’s an extra person at home now. I cry everyday without reason and am affecting my hubby’s life too because I made him so worried. Breastfeeding Phoebe drained me even more since I was barely eating well.
Posted by yyon4699, 24th July 2013