Yesterday, I had a bad day.
The crying baby was actually doing my head in, she had only slept for 15 minutes in 8 hours, she was feeding every hour, she refused her solids, she wanted constant cuddles.
I finally sat down last night and wondered if this was something I wanted, did I really want to be a mum.. obviously it was too late to change my mind, but it made me feel horrible! I was questioning whether I wanted these kids?! I have been a mum for 10 years, that’s all I have known for 10 years! I guess it got too much yesterday.
But I took a few deep breaths and looked at my kids, I reminded myself that they need me, they have no one else, that I love them with everything I am and everything I have.
Today, will be a better day.
Posted anonymously, 10th July 2015