Im currently living in a refuge with 3 of my 5 children due to DV.
I feel like I’ve failed my babies again as all my relationships have all been violent relationship. Nd my children have been witnesses to most incidents. I’m suffering so much and I can’t apologize to my children any more than what I do. I cry myself to sleep every night. I have nightmares every night. The biggest issue I have is me Nd my children live in fear every day as the offender was bailed Nd has breached the intervention order 30+ times. He is avoiding police but at the same time terrorising me and my children. I hate looking over my shoulder every minute of the day .
Posted anonymously, 26th February 2015