I had a very hard few weeks. with my 3 kids not feeling well i ignored my own pain. but it got too much for me and a week ago i went to the doctor to find out what’s going on. i was in pain, couldn’t eat, couldn’t sleep and very tired. went through bunch of tests (some were very unpleasant) and finally got a few answers back, but news aren’t good at all, i’ve been told that i have colitis (which is similar to Crohn’s disease) and on top of that something else that they still testing for. i am scared and cranky at myself, and at the same time trying to find the ways to manage it without hash meds. i feel guilty for not playing with kids like before, for not feeling strong enough to go to cross country with my girls and feel just so confused at how i went from been healthy and eating like a horse 4 weeks ago to a frail, lethargic and sick 100 year old. you know the saying be careful what you wish for? well before all that i wished for dropping a few kilos, now i’m loosing a kilo every 2 days – dream come true. does anyone know how to undo the wishes?
Posted by delta30, 7th May 2013