My little 15 month old has finally lost the battle with sleep and I was able to put her in her cot. Hopefully she will sleep there most of the night, I have to Work early tomorrow. I started co sleeping to be able to sleep a bit, now I need to get rid of the habit or hubby and I won’t be able to have that second child.
I love my baby, and I love my husband but sometimes I just feel like running away. Especially when it’s hot. But only for an hour or two.
Hubby does try to help around the house, I will give him credit for that but I can be a bit of a control freak so I’m left to do the kitchen most of the time.
Which means that I don’t often have time for myself. Oh glorious days where I used to have my da off n just rest, now I have to change poopy diapers and help a sticky child in the bath.
Although when I think about her sloppy kisses and the warrior like qualities she displayed during birth, ‘m so glad to have my little one, she could just as easily not have been there. Her laugh is infectious, her smiles precious. These moments I want to cherish forever.
Being a mom is hard, being a tired Mom harder, but I love my baby. Would I do it all again for her? In a heartbeat, without hesitation.
Do I still want to run away for an hour or two? Nope. Not a chance
I’m here for the long haul, and despite hubby being a jerk sometimes (what man isn’t?), he is mostly the caring loving man I fell in love with and married and more importantly, he is a wonderful husband and father.
On that note, goodnight.
I was just rambling.
Posted by regine_kong, 29th January 2015