I’m a stay at home mum and I love every minute of it! I go back to work in 5 months, so at the moment things are tight. The last two nights my man is so frustrated with not being able to buy his cigarettes rather than be happy that there is food on the table and the kids are happy. He gets home from work and goes straight to the bedroom and doesn’t even say hello to the kids. I have even delivered his tea to him in bed as I don’t want his angry attitude near me and the kids. And yep he ate dinner in bed. I used to smoke but gave it up years ago but I never use to act like this. He gets so angry and yells and I just don’t want to be around him. His friend came over and visited him before and his attitude changed for him as he had cigarettes. So frustrated that he can’t control his emotions and just be happy, its hard to keep a smile on your face with the kids when you are trying to stay away from your cigarette addicted partner/father! Frustrated!
Posted by tanya goulding, 9th May 2013