Sometimes I feel lost and alone…the love of my life left when I was pregnant with our second child. I have a 4 year old daughter who suffered greatly for the loss of her father and cant understand why he hardly ever sees her. Bubby was born in October last year…she doesn’t know her father. My heart breaks for both of them. As for me I lost my best friend the one and only person I would run to. Its been a hard 16 months and we are coping well. My oldest is seeing a counsellor to help her deal/express herself in appropriate ways instead of lashing out. Im getting used to being alone and still in turmoil about my feelings towards him. But hey, I’ve kept a roof over my children’s head, put food on their plate and clothes on their backs. My girls are without nothing. At least I could prove to everyone out there that I can do!! If I can do it so can anyone!
Posted by kezaberrie, 10th July 2013