From the details in your article it is hard to know if it is depression, anxiety or similar; or whether it is a medical condition which is hard to come to terms with.

Sometimes life can change if we are patient enough . It may not happen overnight but it will happen .

I’m a bit worried about you after reading this It seems something as happened to bring you right down. Maybe you need to try some counselling to help you let go of your past, quickly before it’s too late

I think its great you have expressed yourself on here but im concerned for you! Self worth and happiness is something everyone deservers and you wont find that if u keep looking back to the past and wondering what if? … i found myself in a similar funk and only recently got on track again after rediscovering my love for giving: volunteer work got me out of my regular routine rutt and out of the house! Gave me purpose and something new to focus on that helped others so makes me feel good

There is one sure thing, we can’t go back and must look to the future. We need to learn from the past and that is what makes us a better person but if we hold onto things of a negative nature from our past it will hold us back from a fruitful future.

Hang in there things will get better. If you feel really down you should consider calling beyond blue for assistance

The past is the past. Concentrate on the here and now.

I can see by what you have said you keep looking back. We must look forward so we can see where we are going. The events in our past are there for a reason.

I have felt like this…. It does get better…. It helps to talk to someone… Get it all out……. Very therapeutic… You don’t have to do it alone…. And you are not alone…. You are not the only one to feel this way….

sometimes reality is horrible. but we face it and get through. chin up

Things always get better – Always try to look at the positive side of things and keep smiling