Being able to write what you are feeling on a day to day basis, seeing beautiful recipes and being able to save them to cook one day, or reading someone else’s story, entering competitions and just being a member is wonderful. I thank the person who designed and made Mouth of Mums, it is such a wonderful concept, a real hit for so many.
I just love coming on every couple of days, doing various chores, writing about my businesses, my grandchildren, my beautiful children and my life is really helpful when dealing with chronic pain and day to day stress. Knowing I am not alone is a wonderful feeling. I know it is hard being lonely, suffering pain – excruciating pain every single day, wanting to cry every day is difficult to cope with, but then I come here, see someone else’s story and then I feel like finding that person to give them a hug, just to say “I am sorry you are feeling so alone”.
I want all of you out in this wonderful site to know that you are never alone, there are many people around like me, feeling the same way.
I am sitting here today feeling very depressed. Since my pain became uncontrollable 16 years ago, my Libido was lost. My husband of almost 30 years does not understand, even though he has been there when I talk to the doctors. So when he wants to grope, it upsets me, because I don’t want him to. Its not that I don’t love him anymore, I do so much, he is my soul mate, but I am so tired, so sore, and in such pain by the time I get to bed that groping is the last thing I want. Last night was one of those nights. So now, I having been sitting here in my recliner working for the last 6 hours just about to cry. I can feel it just there. I feel like I am falling apart at the seams.
Its funny though, because I am the happiest I have been for such a long time, I completed a 21 days of happiness program and I feel so wonderful, then there are days where I am lonely and sad.
Life wasn’t meant to be easy but It wasn’t meant to be this darn hard either….
Thank goodness we are going for a holiday in 5 weeks, I just hope that helps. I think it will.
Love to you all, but more importantly thank you to Mouth of mums for last months prize. xxx
Posted by dee lindsay, 9th September 2015