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Emily, 26, and Richard,29 share heart wrenching images of their stillborn baby girl Monroe Faith Staley.

*TRIGGER WARNING – GRAPHIC CONTENT

Photographer Love Song Events & Photography Inc. shared the images on Facebook with permission from the family in 2014. They shared their story in the hope to bring comfort to other families out there that have also experienced such tragedy. They want their daughter’s life to be remembered.

The photographer wrote, FOREVER LOVED SESSION: WARNING- these images are extremely emotional. The family wishes for these to be shared in their child’s memory. It has taken an extreme amount of courage for them to share this story and your negative opinion is not needed. They deserve encouraging words, stories and comments. There is enough negative stuff in this world and this post is meant to be positive and beautiful. If you do not like these images or feel they could be harmful to your day, then please do not proceed in reading the rest of this posting.

I often ask God “why” and question life. I question things like cancer, tragic accidents, and murders, stillborn, child deaths… everything that just seems so painful for someone to bear. I know death is never easy but I believe everyone should die of old age, I know that’s not reality.

As a mother the last phone call/email I want to get for a “forever loved” session is anything that has to do with a child. Friday afternoon as I was preparing for my weekend sessions with all 3 of my girls I got an email from a girl named Kelly telling me her sweet friend just found out her baby had died. She told me some details and asked if I would contact the family to be there in their time of need. Given the circumstances, you only have a very short window to truly capture these forever moments. I rushed out of the store I was in and called this woman. When this mother answered the phone she could barley speak. She knew I was calling which I’m sure was the only reason why she answered the phone. She was short of breath, crying uncontrollably between her words and could barely even speak. She told me that earlier that morning she was eating breakfast, oatmeal actually. She had a cup of coffee and was proceeding with her usual routine. Her husband had already left for work and she was just at home relaxing with her son and niece.

She noticed that her daughter hadn’t been moving in her belly like usual. Normally it is her baby’s routine to have some fun in mom’s belly once she drinks her coffee. Considering that her baby hadn’t kicked all morning, mom moved her tummy a bit and after still feeling nothing went and got her heart monitor to check on her. Again mom heard nothing. In a panic she called her husband and told him what was going on and said she was going to drop the kids off to be watched and head to the hospital. Once she got to the hospital they got her in a room to be monitored, and the nurse could not find a heartbeat. They then gave her an ultrasound and discovered her sweet baby had died due to the umbilical cord being wrapped around her child’s neck.

They asked her if she would like to delivery the baby vaginally or said she could have a C-section. Given the fact mom had ate that morning she needed to come back for the surgery, she wanted the C-section. She was told she could come at 3:30pm later that afternoon or 5:00am the following morning. Mom decided to come back given she was alone and wanted the support of her husband who was working over two hours away. She would of had to do the surgery alone if she decided to do it that day because it was impossible for him to be there by 3:30pm. Mom, a total wreck left the hospital in disbelief. How was this happening? Her baby was just moving and alive late the evening before so how… why… why her? Why her baby? Why their child? Every question known to man popped into her mind- nothing made sense.

I met the family at 6:30am Saturday morning. I am a professional but human. Set aside my everyday photography, I photograph about 15 to 20 terminal sessions a month that range from every tragedy under the sun BUT that NEVER makes these easy. Every session I do affects me differently. I walked into a cold hospital room, room 230- full of tears and family, everyone was in disbelief.

I grabbed mom’s hand and I told her this was quite literally the worst thing that could ever happen to a mother but together we were going to get through this. I smiled at their nurse sweet Ronda, looked at dad and told him I was here to help them both. I also told them that there was NO right way to handle this. If they wanted to freak out on me, throw something, cry, yell…whatever, it was absolutely OK. Thankfully I know many of the nurses and doctors at the hospital Mom was delivering at so I called Friday night and told them I’d be there in the morning. When I got there they gave mom the option of having me in the OR during the C-section. Mom and Dad decided that was right where I needed to be, although both were very scared and nervous.

I went into the bathroom before we walked into the OR, said a prayer for the surgery and for everything that was about to transpire. I then got all geared up, and together Dad and I met mom in the OR where surgery had already started. I looked at mom on the operating table, she knew my heart was breaking for her. With my hair and mouth covered, and only my eyes to be seen Mom and Dad both knew I was doing everything I could to be supportive and hold it together for them. I needed to be strong; I needed to do my job. At 7:52am I looked at that clock and sweet baby Monroe Faith Staley was born.

I was the first to see her. My eyes quickly filled with tears as I pulled my mask down, looked over to mom and dad and said, “SHE IS PERFECT.” Together we all cried. I stood next to the baby and watched the nurses give Monroe her first sponge bath, I touched her hands, put the hat I brought her on and took a few pictures. The nurse Miguel which we all adore then handed mom her baby girl as the doctor finished her surgery. It was a dream, this family was living a total nightmare. I can’t even begin to describe the pain I knew Mom and Dad were feeling at that moment. As mom pleaded for her baby to wake up, her sweet husband brushed her hair with his hands crying with her. Cheek to cheek, clinging to their baby girl in disbelief; the two of them were pillars for each other.

At 8:20am the four of us went across the hall to Mom’s room and for almost 9 hours Monroe never left their sight. I was able to capture moments that this family will forever have. I kissed this sweet baby over and over again… I even joked with Mom about taking her home. We both got a giggle out of it. Baby was full term and ABSOLUTE PERFECTION, Monroe defined perfection.

Throughout the morning and afternoon family members came to meet this perfect angel. I took the baby to the infant warmer and snapped away. Any image that came to mind, I shot. I wanted this family to have every possible memory of this child I could physically give them.

So with that being said, I would like you all to meet this beautiful family. 26 year old Mother Emily, 29 year old Father Richard, and baby girl Monroe Faith Staley weighing 6 pounds 2.5 ounces, 19 inches long.

This family wants you all to know they have felt your prayers. To those of you that responded to my post when I asked for prayer Friday evening, they appreciate the kindness you have shown to them. Sweet Monroe has a 5 year old big brother that loved her dearly and was counting down the days until he could finally meet his baby sister. 

“No matter what anybody says about grief and about time healing all wounds, the truth is, there are certain sorrows that never fade away until the heart stops beating and the last breath is taken.”

They would like their story to be shared; they hope to bring comfort to other families out there that have also experienced such tragedy. They want their daughter’s life to be remembered.

So beautiful.

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  • Sometimes God picks a flower that’s still in full bloom.
    Sometimes the flower that is chosen, we feel He’s picked too soon.

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  • I can relate to this story and it just shatters my heart! I didn’t feel my son moving as he should of but I’m lucky I got to hospital they induced me and I have him here today, but it could of gone the other way so quickly. It just made me realise how lucky I am, my love and prayers to this family I’m so terribly sorry this happen to you it’s just so unfair! She’s Devine just gorgeous and these photos must be a cherished keep sake for you.

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  • So very sad. She was beautiful.

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  • What a beautiful baby ♡

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  • I don’t know how they find the strength to go on. This would completely destroy me. So thankful to have my healthy baby boy. Very brave sharing these precious pics

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  • I am heartbroken to read of this again. So strong to manage to have beautiful photos taken. This a tragedy that I have heard a few cases about. If only there was some warning that intervention would prevent or reduce the risk of stillbirth like this. There are occasions when a C-Section done quickly enough can save a baby, but sometimes there is then other issues.

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  • My Darling Mum lost my brother to a stillbirth but back in those days they thought it was kinder to whisk the baby away. All she saw was the colour of his hair. She never got to hold him and there were no photos. When Mum passed away a couple of years ago I found the receipt for his burial …a grand total of $14 :(

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  • I have tears in my eyes and heartbroken for this family. I can’t imagine how sad should be to hold your little one in this situation. My thoughts and prayers to them.

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  • so so sad, shes is beautiful, lovely photos to cherish, god bless

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  • Oh, so very very poignant and so sad. Knowing people who have had a still born and the heartbreak it causes, and the devastation of arranging a funeral for the tiny family member… So very sorry for them.

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  • It is beautiful that this family has these images of their gorgeous little girl. My heart breaks for them.

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  • So heartbreaking. I can’t evwn begin to imagine what this family are experiencing. Cuddling my 5 week old baby extra tight and being ever so grateful that he was born healthy and safely. Beautiful Monroe, you really are perfection

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  • This is so sad. Poor family. Poor little girl! :-9

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  • My heart breaks for them.
    I went through the same thing over 20 years ago. The cord was also wrapped around my daughter’s neck. I didn’t get the choice of a c section. I was induced.
    Something I will never forget.
    These photos are beautiful

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  • Such beautiful photos but very very sad. Thinking of them!

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