After struggling with my weight my entire life and I mean for as long as I can remember I finally shed the weight last year and was the healthiest and smallest I had ever been I felt amazing so much energy and so much more confidence, but after a turbulent year health wise and with family dramas and funerals I somehow let myself slip and am back to the very beginning plus 30kg. I know better but I can’t help but hate my self and be angry with myself every day I wake up and get annoyed at myself, yet at the same time I am still eating my feelings and not doing the things I know that work….what is wrong with me??? every week I promise I will start again but I just can’t keep it together …it’s like the pressure I am putting on myself is making me fail.
Posted anonymously, 23rd September 2019
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