I have been so lucky to have my mum visit us here in Australia (from Sweden) for over 4 months now, helping out with my little girl as we struggled to get her in to daycare and we were desperate for 2 incomes. But now it is time for my wonderful mamma to go back home to Sweden. I don’t know how I will cope at the airport in 2 (!) days, the fysical pain every time we say goodbye is just unbearable.
I have been so homesick since I had my daughter, I desperately want to be close to my family and bring her up the same way I was brought up as I had the BEST childhood! Circumstances makes it pretty much impossible to do anything about that situation though and I feel a bit lost in life at the moment.
I will miss my mum so much and I am dreading next week when my little 16-month old girl will have to learn not to have her Mommo there every day! She will be just as lost as me but I will have to be the strong one even though I just want to curl up and cry in my mums lap…
I love you Mamma, we can’t wait until you come back again!
Posted by nini, 27th February 2014