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Zoe Buttigieg was allegedly brutally raped and murdered, after her mother had invited friends over for an all-night alcohol and drug-fuelled party.

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Update 11 November

Zoe’s mother, Janelle Saunders’ victim impact statement was read out in the Wangaratta Supreme Court on Thursday – the same day as Bowe Maddigan, 30, faced a pre-sentencing hearing after he pleaded guilty to murdering and indecently assaulting her daughter.

She had gone to check on her daughter – whom she thought was sleeping – a third time on October 25, 2015 before she walked up to her bed and poked Zoe in the back as she repeated her name, reports Daily Mail.

‘When I pulled the doona back from her head and turned her face towards me her eyes were closed and she was still,’ the heartbroken mother said in the statement.

‘I didn’t know what to think, but I knew something was wrong.

‘My heart was pounding in my ears. Then I pulled the doona back and Zoe was naked from the waist down.’

Janelle explained, ‘In the morning I poked my head into Zoe’s room and she was still sound asleep in her top bunk… so I decided to let her sleep,’ she said.

‘I checked again later… and was struck by how the room smelt different.

‘Zoe was still asleep, so I let her stay, but something just didn’t feel right, so I went back up to her bedroom.’

After ‘a couple’ of attempts of trying to wake her daughter, Ms Saunders called an ambulance.

‘I started to vomit and I felt like I was spinning completely out of control,’ she said.

‘It seemed like an age before the ambulance came and I was getting more and more agitated. Then I started screaming, because I didn’t know what was wrong with Zoe.’

‘Zoe was dead. She was dead. I heard someone’s screams and wails and then I realised it was me. Zoe was dead. Zoe was dead. My Zoe was dead.

‘I wanted my mother, but I also wanted to go in the ambulance with Zoe. They wouldn’t let me go with her, so I screamed and screamed for my mother until someone was able to get through to her and told her to come.’

Her statement described the crowd at Zoe’s funeral overflowing outside the church.

‘I can’t remember very much about that day. Apart from the aching, endless grief of losing Zoe, the grief over the senseless way that she died just made me lose my mind for a while.

‘I was allowed to attend Zoe’s funeral as an in-patient of a mental health clinic.

‘I went back to the clinic barely remembering anything of the funeral and ended up being there for two weeks. All I could think about was that I’d never see Zoe again.

‘I just kept thinking and saying, “I just want her back, I just want her back”. She was never coming back, but it was all my mind could think about.’

‘I just cannot come to terms with the fact that a total stranger was brought to my house one night and murdered my beautiful Zoe in her own bed, in her own room, in her own house.

‘I have no comprehension of how a person could have such vileness and utter contempt for life that it could let them commit such a monstrous crime. I will grieve forever for Zoe and for the life that she wasn’t able to live.’

We shared previously on 10 November that,

Bowe Evan Levi Maddigan, 30, is facing a plea hearing after admitting to committing an indecent act with a child under 16 and then murdering 11-year-old Zoe Buttigieg.

Maddigan attacked Zoe in the bedroom of her Wangaratta home after being invited over for drinks by the girl’s mother, Janelle Saunders, and her partner.

After a night of drinking and smoking cannabis, in the early hours of October 25, 2015, Maddigan went into Zoe’s bedroom and told her to come down from the top bunk of her bed, prosecutor John Champion told the court, reports 9 NEWS.

Maddigan then sexually assaulted her before strangling the child and putting her back in her bed.

Maddigan later told police he “wanted to have her all for myself” and that she “looked like an angel”, Mr Champion said.

At first, Maddigan denied murdering Zoe.

But he told police in an interview: “it was like a bad movie I can’t stop the button, I can’t pause the button, I can’t rewind the button”.

Previously we reported in August that, Bowe Maddigan pleaded guilty to the alleged murder and committing an indecent act on the 11-year-old girl in Melbourne’s Supreme Court, reports 7 News.

He had previously entered a not guilty plea to one count of murder and two counts of sexual assault at the Wangaratta Magistrates Court in May.

Zoe’s mother, Janelle Saunders, had invited friends over to the house for a party.

Ms Saunders told Wangaratta Magistrates Court that she met Mr Maddigan a week earlier through a mutual friend.

The 30-year-old Mildura man had only been released from prison a week prior to Zoe’s death.

Ms Saunders claimed she had been drinking bourbon and coke and smoking cannabis with her friends and Mr Maddigan for 12-hours straight on the morning Zoe was murdered.

The young girl was sleeping in the lounge room while the group partied.

After drinking, Ms Saunders went to bed about 7am on October 25 and woke four hours later to find her daughter’s lifeless body.

Zoe had been brutally raped and murdered.

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Image via 7 NEWS

  • This is a nightmare, such a tragedy

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  • This is heartbreaking and horrible reminder that you cannot trust anyone in your home with your children, we must remain vigilant !

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  • This is heartbreaking and utterly sad. Poor Zoe had done nothing wrong…she really was a little angel. I cant imagine what she went through in the last moments before her life came to an end, that should not have been. May her soul rest in peace

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  • Heart breaking. The loss of a child is one of the worse nightmares for a parent. To loose a child to such a monster would be dreadful.
    Wish you peace!

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  • I feel violently ill after reading this. Absolutely tragic

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  • I remember this case. I hope her mum has found some peace, it’s inconceivable to me that such monsters live amongst us.

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  • The headline was enough for me. I couldn’t read the article. 🙁

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  • Omg this is so sad

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  • I could not ever imagine the reality of this for this poor family. What a heartbreaking tragic story 🙁

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  • What the actual! It sickens me how irresponsible some so called parents can be. Too many sad stories out there of the poor children affected by their parents addictions and selfish behaviours. Putrid

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  • Nothing is ever going to bring that poor defenceless little girl back!
    It always blows my mind that people throw these types of parties with children in the house.

    I was always worried something would happy to my niece as my SIL would (and still does) get blind drunk. She would have friends over and they would drink heavily. Her son and daughter shared a “room”, which you had to walk through to get to the only bathroom in the house. So any time someone needed the bathroom they would walk through the “room” where her kids were sleeping, between their beds and use the bathroom. Nobody would suspect anybody being in their room or spending an extended period of time in there either. She’s just lucky that she had the “right sort” of people in her house!

    I’m sure this mum and her partner are still blaming themselves for this, and I hope the vile creature responsible got a hefty life sentence… a life for a life!

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  • It makes me so so sad to see people blaming Zoe’s mother for this.

    She is not the person who raped and murdered her child.

    Perhaps she could have been more cautious – however – perhaps people shouldn’t be rapists and murderers.

    The only person to blame here is the perpetrator of this absolutely terrible, awful crime. I’m so sorry this has happened and I’m so sorry Zoe’s mama has to live without her daughter for the rest of her life.

    Rest In Peace little one.

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  • This made me so sad reading this article. I can’t imagine something like this happening. RIP little one

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  • A very difficult article to read. Poor little Zoe. Rest In Peace.

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  • Such a sad and shocking story that should not have happened

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  • What a sick person! This made me feel so ill, poor mother!

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  • It’s so hard to comprehend that someone would go to a party they were invited to and then to rape and kill that person’s daughter is beyond my understanding. Drinking and smoking cannabis is no excuse for what this vile creature did. RIP Zoe.

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  • Jesus this is so sad

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  • Alcohol and pot for 12+ hours? No. There’s more to it than that.

    I can’t imagine the guilt this mother is feeling over what has happened here and I hope I never do. It’s a horrific, tragic incident and I will never understand what makes these monsters do the things they do.

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  • Beyond disgust. An innocent child has had to endure such a vile and brutal act of torture.
    Sorry but the mother should take some responsibility for this horrendous crime. Why would you allow a stranger into your house. Indulge in drinks and pot for hours on end whilst your child is exposed to this behaviour.
    Parental skills need reviewing. My heart goes out to her for the enormous grief she has suffered. I just hope she can recover and her mental state improves.


    • The mother has to take responsibility, you have met someone a week ago and allow them to party overnight in your home with young children. Absolute idiot of a mother

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