Since the birth of my second child I feel like I’m wandering around in a daze all day long. Today I spent twenty minutes agonising over four balls of wool, I couldn’t decide on colour (even though I have already decided colour before I went) and I just found myself standing there wanting to cry from too much choice. Eventually once my child started whining I realised I needed to make a decision and leave. I just hate this feeling of being vague and unable to make any decisions. It just seems to make everything I try to do so much harder.
I know it will pass eventually but right now when I feel like I need my brain the most it seems to be failing me. I guess it’s just another symptom of being a busy mum.
Posted anonymously, 28th November 2014